My eyes swept across the area,
witnessing old couples holding on to each other tightly on the ferry.
Just as the night breeze hit against my face gently,
I recall all those promises we made, we vowed to keep our words.
I secluded from the crowd, saving some moments for myself. & us.
Wherever you are, whatever you are doing, whoever you are with.
Despite the distance and time, i really missed you.
I wondered, if i ever crossed your mind, if you ever thought of me.
In this cold night, i wish you are safe and sound without me around.
Things have changed,
My heart weakens, my smiles faded. Yet the memories hang around.
The times when all i could hear was the sound of your voice,
the look of your beautiful face, & the warmth of your touch.
Such a pity. Such a pity that it had ended, & ended this way.
The feeling still lingers in here, in me.
-Jingying L.
I don't want holidays to end!
I don't wna go back to school facing all those projs and presentations.
Shucks, the thought of it makes me disgusted. How i wished that December had
a longer period. That means a longer period of happiness, isn't that good?
Aitez, a few more days to 2012.
Made your resolutions? Be quick to, time waits for no man. :)
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ANNOYING BABY BROTHER!
16 already, time to grow up and be a good boy hur hur. ^^
I really like this photo that i took for him, idk why. I just like it.
He shud change his dp and stop using that stupid pigeon as his dp, like seriously.
Well, i shall wish that he scores well for his Os. & i love him thou he is goddamn
annoying and never fail to upset me almost everyday! Tsssk. Hehehehe.
Xmas spent w work mates.
Well well, we actually did nothing but just met up for dinner and chill out
at Esplanade. So, that's how we had our Christmas spent tgt, hahaha. Yeah that's bout it.
Anyways, i believe next year's gna be better. Oh, if the world doesn't end.. HAHA.
Merry Christmas everyone!
This is my bunch of cousins getting tgt during Christmas eve for celebration.
BBQ-ing, exchanging presents, taking pictures, laughing and having fun tgt in a one big family.
Im thankful for being able to spend this joyous season w my love ones this year :)
Let's all enjoy ourselves more before 2011 comes to an end.
& let all the the hurt, pain and unhappiness caused in 2011 to end in 2011 in soon to come.
Enjoy yourselves and let yourself all out! Merry Christmas to ya'll ! (L)
Had our sisters' date out yesterday!
Was indeed a good one, time spent tgt will never be enough as usual.
Sis treated me to this lunch buffet at Yantra restaurant. How lucky am i? Teehee.
Ohyes, the food was pretty good. Like seriously, its indian cusine actually.
But.. only the signature dishes were really good.
Other than that, just the smell of the dish can make you faint. Too strong for us!
Was practically laughing so hard at each other's reaction while testing those dishes.
Caught Mission Impossible afterwards. Super duper uber awesome movie. I love it!
Ahahaha, you guys should catch that soon too okay?
Im really glad to have such a great sister w me.
Always having each other there and filling happiness into the empty spaces in
our hearts, its really really really nice. How fortunate can that be? :)
Prepare yourself for Christmas, its time to partttteeeyyyy! (Y)
I don't have much to say.
Im just hoping for tmr to be a better day. & Im pretty sure it will be.
Because im gna see my dearest sis tmr, so its definitely gna be a good day.
Better start preparing for Christmas.
I can't wait. But, mummy said no presents for us. Cause we are all grown ups :(
-sighs- i'd really love to receive presents though. Well well...
Have a good rest everyone!
Goodnights.
Finally giving myself a break.
When was the last i had a meal at Seoul garden? Probably.. a year or so ago?
Met up w Deborah this afternoon to have lunch at Seoul garden and catching up.
Missed times tgt w her and Joyce during Year 2.2 at Sentosa. Really nice friends :)
Caught New Year's Eve w her afterwards.
Quite a good movie, its similar to Valentines which i caught the other time.
Been on movie spree these few days. But hell yeah, i've so many more movies that
i would like to catch. Mission Impossible, Sherlock Holmes, and so many more!
Im spending a lot actually :(
But well well.. its December, we should do things that make us happy!
& i keep thinking that Christmas is on next week, tskkk. Aitez, gna crash earlier tonight.
A new day tmr, and i've yet to decide whatta do. But well, eventually i will.
Im looking forward to more outings!
Can't wait for sisters' date especially ^^
Teehee, love yall ! (L)
Been out the entire day.
Caught Alvin & the chipmunks w my cousins.
Its really cute yknow, especially Theodore, the green cute lil chipmunk. Freaking adorable!
Whenever Theodore speaks, i'll go.. "AWWWW!~!!" and i wud like to bring him back w me.
Hehehehehe he is so so so lovable! Wna hug it right nowwww, heehee.
Met up w sweetie afterwards to for dinner and attended Chanqiang's chalet.
Been long since i actually talked to him properly, seen him around at tamp a number of times.
And yeah. That's it. Grown up already, 17 this year lo. Im sure Chanhong will be looking
over him above. He really resembles his brother alot, made me missed times where me and
Ch was on really close terms and everything. I hope he is doing fine in heaven still.
We called each other bestfriend, i guess we really were.
Im glad to have know him in my life, cause he was really a great boy helping others
out all the time whenever he can. Ch was a great friend, i promise. :)
Anyways, darn tired once again.
Eyes are really tired. So, i wud like to turn in earlier tonight cause i've driving tmr!
Heehee goodnights world, Christmas is arriving soon! ^^v
Hi Guys!
Was really lazy and ran outta things to blog bout these few days.
Okay excuses. Im just lazy to, i clicked on a new post but.. i've nothing to type.
So.. i gave up. I decided not to blog instead. Ahahaha. Ohyes, did i mention?
Its holidays already! Yeay!
Yeay! w all my projs and assignments to be done, what a december this year!
So unfair hur? But well.. Last sem already, life of a LRM. Complaining doesn't help.
But it does soothes though, muahahaha. Aitez, what plans are you guys having? ^^
I love December, it had always been a month full of happiness.
Well, this year is different for me. But then again, bad times will soon be over.
So, fighting! Cause hardships doesn't lasts forever. :)
In order to make hardships end quicker, im being hard on myself right now.
But i promised myself, that its all gna be worth it! Sending all my love over to ya'll !
-hugs & kisses-
Had my entire day out w my sis.
Headed to Tao's for their lunch then to town for movies & dinner.
Did i mention bout how much i love girls date? ;)
Gna have our sisterhood date on next thursday, can't wait already!
Heehee, and i was so addicted using her iphone to take pics today, ahahaha.
Love how we do silly stuffs tgt all the time, since we were young.
Hopefully, our plan to head overseas will come true.
I've already got the approval from Dad & Mum, so all that i need now is to work
harder and earn money to fly over to UK w sis to study at their university.
Aitez, im gna mug tmr for my Club paper on thursday!
All that i need now is rest and sleep to replenish myself cause my eyelids are damn heavy.
Ohyes, and the blisters on both my feet, they are hurting me so much :'(
Goodnights my lovers! (L)
你在那裡 這些年來如意不如意
還快樂 還單純 還美麗 時光如何對你
我 在這裡 人海中一座島嶼 很平靜 風平浪靜
只除了深夜里 回億會瘋狂來襲
我很想你 你知道嗎 如果可以 就讓我再見你
美好微笑 清澈眼睛 好確定那場分離只毀了我
一個而已
我很想你 聽見了嗎 這是唯一 我無解的困境
那些過去 不肯過去 不管我後來遇見多少人 只能嘆息
都不是你
我 在那裡 你會不會偶爾好奇 有沒有 曾經懷疑
我說我會忘記 只是種好意
我很想你 你知道嗎 如果可以 就讓我再見你
美好微笑 清澈眼睛 好確定那場分離只毀了我
一個而已
我很想你 聽見了嗎
這是唯一 我無解的困境 那些過去 不肯過去
不管我後來遇見多少人只能嘆息
都不是你
都不是妳 我只想愛你
Friday Friday Friday!
Finally, this horrible week is over. My tests, presentations are down.
So much for being a LRM student in TP. Phews ~ So.. mid-sem tests next week already.
Erm, having my Club mgt paper on thursday. Yeah.. & holidays, a short 2 weeks break!
But well.. Come again, what's holidays?
I've like projects, projects and projects to complete. Individual & Group projects.
Mindblown. Arghhhs, well well.. last semester already. I shud try my best, right?!
So, im feeling quite miserable these few days. Cause my body wudn't give me a
break to actually rest and recover. Hate this feeling, fucking hate this feeling cause its horrible.
Alrights, so.. back to work tmr and on Sunday.
Im in need of all the money that i can earn, aishhhhhhhhhh. Money money money.
Have a great weekends ahead my dear people, enjoy yourself & have plenty of rest!
2 more days, 6 more days.
Oh hey, this week's zooming pass pretty fast.
Its gna be Thursday tmr already. Guess what? My FM test is over yesterday!
Then i've like my Spa test tmr which consists of 6 freaking lectures for only 10%.
Kidding me? Hell no. See what's the time now? I've yet to get any info for this
test downloaded into my brain. Goodness.
I guess that's just me. Procrastinating, all the time.
I know there are people around always saying that they did not study for their tests.
Blah blah blah, but in fact, they were mad mugging at home. Damn, i despise such
people who always lie. For me, whenever i said i've yet to study, trust me. I've yet to.
Okay, nothing to be proud of. But.. well.
So, what's crazy bout tmr's test is that its at 730am. No typo, yes its early in the morning.
Wtffff is wrong w my school?! Okay, my course! Why are they doing this?! Whyyy?!!?
Arghs. I really feel like forgoing my 10%, that's a really bad idea, i know...
I've a bad night w my stomach hurting like mad last night.
So there explains my eyebags.. I hope my condition doesn't goes up and down,
as and when it likes. Its killing me, and i hate to be like this. I wna be a healthy girl.
Late at night, when I can't sleep, I think about you and me and what we used to be.
Two days of hell at work!
Guess what? Im being placed at Vivo's Challenger to work for this weekends!
What sucks the most is that im alone in that big big mall. No companion.
Nobody to take lunch tgt w me, so i skipped mine. Well well, sucks w/o a boyf right? :(
Hahahaha just kidding! ^^v
But im lucky enough to have Yanting & Sharmaine to travel all the way to Vivo
yesterday to have lunch w me. But im alone this afternoon. Im darn tired, i need to sleep
my fill tonight, no alarms set at all. Im lack of sleep. Time to replenish myself.
Dramas while waiting for my hair to dry up and sleep!
My fatigue level is like... 100%. No joke, i've been having less than 5 hours of sleep.
Omg, my eye bags... Horrible. Alrights, have a good night rest everyone :D
& Happy 21st wedding anniversary to my mum & dad x3
I love you both. -kisses-
Hello December!
Your friend, November, lied to me.
I didn't had a good one, so please please please don't let me down again.
I really need to have a good one though i, actually doubt... Maybe because im being
let down too many times, which made me lost faith and hope already. Maybe, i guess.
December had always been a hell lot of happiness and laughters.
Idk for mine this year, many things have changed. Even so, i still remember everything.
Well well, not the time to get emotional right now, but yeah.. i guess i'll just keep those
happy ones w me. I still can remember those times, warmth, genuine smiles & laughters.
Sometimes, to sacrifice, leave and hurt yourself is the only way left,
to stop the pain of others, and save the ones that you love from the misery you caused.
You understand? This got nothing to do w being noble. Its just the only option left,
to stop the wrongdoings of mine, the regrets i had for changing the beautiful things
and stop letting the pain continue hurting the innocent. Its gna be worth it.
Hang in there.
Friday, December 30, 2011 
Memories that hang around.
